eh

i think i had a dream about her last night. i was exhausted and i know i dreamed cause i remember running and stuff like that in the dream. when i'm exhausted i always dream. i did think about her alot, and i asked a few people who don't know all the back-ground about "her" things i should do. i've been getting weird side cramps and back cramps lately, not sure why. i think it's God's way of saying... hey workout u lazy ass. but eh i should be trying new things this week, i mean it's finals week. i think yuwa said somethign about wanting to go test those bars this week, i just don't know if i have the money. tomorrow i will look through the paper for openings i guess. i mean the holiday is so weird to work during. money is such a pain. i mean don't get me wrong i love my job and i love working really it's just the startign a new job that's so hard to do, and not being sure when u can work, or how much u make, howmany people think the job is cool or how many people will know u work here, or even how many asshole u have to put up with. well i think i'm goin take a nap before work i'll write tomorrow